Woke up really early this morning for some reason! Think its cos I'm happy. I even took mum a cup of tea in bed!
Taking this private as I don't want other people reading it!
I didn't tell mum about Jake. I don't want her to freak out about his age.
You should probaby tell her Lottie. She will probably find out some other way and then you'll get it! Hes only 4 years older, its not that bad.
How will she find out? As long as noone blabs it will be ok.
What about stuff online
She doesn't use that stuff. She doesn't know how to! And she never uses my computer either.
Ok, thats good then.
Yeah, I'm going to keep it secret for a bit. Jake suggested is as he thinks mum will think hes too old.
Hes probably right.
Yep. We'll just see how things go.
Does he talk about his mum and dad? What do you know about his friends?
He doesn't really talk about them. I think his friends went to uni so they moved away.
Sorry hun but Jake wants to spend Saturday together, just the two of us.
Oh thats a shame. Can we meet Sunday instead?
Jake is always busy Sundays. He plays football. Hes really in to it, he switches his phone off and everything! Hes in the Black Horse local league team.
Thats weird. My bro is on that team and I don't think he knows Jake :/
I might be wrong about the team name....I can't really remember!
Had such a great time yesterday. I wish I could see more of you.
I did too. How about we meet up next week?
That wasn't quite what I mean't ;)
What did you mean then?
I meant that I wish I could see more of your body, if you know what I mean... ;)
Oh I see! *blushes*
So what do you say? Will you take some special pictures of yourself for me?
Hmm I'm not sure. I'd feel embarrassed. What if someone else saw them?
Theres nothing to be embarrassed about. You are beautiful. I just really want to see whats under your clothes.
Um, I'm not sure I'm ready...
Ok, thats ok, but I just wanted to tell you what I wanted... Shall we meet up next week then? Are you free after school on Tuesday?
Yes, I am. Where shall we meet?
How about the coffee shop round the corner from your school?
Yep ok, see you there about 4?
Perfect. Can't wait. Xxx
It was great seeing you today. I can't stop thinking about how cute you are. I really WANT you babes.
Aw that is really sweet! I had lots of fun today.
When can we get together again?
But that's ages way! :(
I know, but I can't risk staying out after school when mums not working as she will ask me where I've been.
I'm sorry :(
My friends really want to meet you. They have heard so much about you! Can we all hang out together on Sat?
Hmm I'm not sure. I like having you ALL to myself. Xx
Ok. Soon though?
Was really nice chatting to you on the phone tonight. I like talking online, but I like hearing your voice better. I like seeing you EVEN BETTER! ;) xxx
Well you'll see me Saturday :)
I can't wait to be able to see you and touch you. I miss you. Sweet dreams baby, dream of me! ;) xxx
I will. Night night xxx
Youre seeing Jake after school again? Didn't you only see him at the weekend?
Yep but that was 3 whole days ago!
Well can we hang out sometime this week then? Or maybe at the weekend?
Of course! I can't do Saturday though as I'm seeing Jake.
Well he is my boyfriend. Of course I'm going to spend time with him!
I supose. See you in a bit.
Looks like you had a great time with Jake after school! What did your mum say when you got home late?
Yeah we had loads of fun. He's so gorgeous. Mums out so she didn't know I came in late! Phew!
Yeah I know, as I still haven't told her about him. Jake thinks its for the best, but I feel like I'm going to have to tell her sooner or later!
Lucky she doesn't use iSocialike then!